February 2011
I'm Afraid To Become Attached To People.. I feel...
January 2011
I feel like I actually Love again..
It’s such a scary and happy feeling at the sametime. My stomach is turning. I am starting to let down my guard, but I feel like I shouldn’t get attached b/c I haven’t been this way in such a long time. I feel like if I get attached to someone, it’s just going to end and I’m just going to get hurt again, which is why i’m been fearful in even getting attached to a...
Currently..
Playing Conker’s Bad Fur Day with my little Bro on N64, hard to believe this game is 10 years old!
I’m a full-on rapist, you know. Africans,...
whenyouweresleeping:
IF YOU CAN'T STAND THE PRESSURE, STAY THE FUCK OUT...
Heard On the Radio..
A commercial for Plato’s Closet, since I forgot my Ipod, and It made me think of Linds (http://pinupdarlin.tumblr.com/)!
AND…!!! How I’d Love to see that Red-Haired Pinup Darlin’ ASAP!!!
And I don't make sense to anyone but my best...
I'm Not Sad Anymore, I'm Just Tired Of This Place
The weight of the world be okay if it would pick a shoulder to lean on So I could stand up straight.
I’m not sad anymore, I’m just tired of this place. The homophobic bullshit that’s somehow okay Just because you didn’t mean it that way.
I can’t take anymore of all the scum in this place. Shitty dudes with tribal tattoos all around, Lining up cheap beer and roofies...
Today
I sat in the shower for about 45 minutes, just sitting thinking about how I could easily leave this place and be okay with it. I don’t consider this home anymore. And there are very few people who I care enough to stay around (minus my family, thats a given for me). I have constantly been thinking of moving across the country and starting all this over at the perfect age to start over at,...
IT'S FRIDAY!
Going to Pick up my Bass from my friend Nic today. Haven’t seen that dude in soo long. He had a kid within that time, who knew! And he lives in Columbia now, hope he’s doing alright for himself and being a good Dad. Soo after I’m done seeing him and getting the bass, going over to LA Boxing and seeing how much it is to sign up and take boxing lessons with Adam.. and I’m soo...
Snow.. Part Deux
Trying to get my car up and down this fucking hill is a nightmare. Oh well, if I have to park at the end, sooooo be it. I’m getting the fuck out of this house and doing something on this day off. No idea what I’m doing but I’m doing it!
Snow..
Go AWAY!!!! I have shit to do! I want to go to LA Boxing and check it out! I want to go visit my friends. The roads are fucking terrible, and it’s quite disappointing. Ohh well, should be a great weekend though, consisting of jamming out with the Tripod + Tyler and seeing friends I haven’t seen in awhile. Probably smoke a blunt or two and just relax from the work week and find some...
Not Really Too Sure of My Next Step.
Currently just working, but I’m starting to get pretty damn decent at drumming, something I’ve wanted since I was a Wee-Lad. I need to get out of this currently funk with just working. I need to have a project I’m working towards or I feel like Life is just floating by. I want to go into the Music Industry, it’s something I’ve always wanted and will be smart about....
Tumblr Is Dead. So many fucking Immature people on...
CMON RAVENS!!! THE FUCK!!!!?????
